什么也不做

今天，是个特别的日子
可是，我选择什么都不做

伤心，内疚

今天原本有个午餐约会
却因为某些事情而被逼爽约了
今后或许不再有机会那么一大班人一起吃午餐了 =<


[TwT] dTwTb (TwT)


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离开 Leaving

to be fair to all, 

i had updated with english version

and please forgive me for my broken english ><

当他人还在为羽球赛紧张的时候

我选择静静地在这里写写东西
*偶尔也到面子书去看看最新的更新

While everybody supportingand shouting for the badminton game

I choose to stay here and write something

*once awhile I do go see some updates on facebook

过了今天  我就要离开面子书了
或许没多少个人会相信吧
毕竟  我可是个每天花超过十个小时呆在面子书里的人 @@

Im going to leave facebook after today

Perhaps no one will believe me

Because I spent at least 10 hours on facebook daily

要离开面子书，唯一不舍得的，
就是经常在面子书聊天开玩笑的朋友
一群年纪小过我十岁左右的朋友
他们不嫌我  不嫌我唠  只嫌我情绪很负面 xD

The only thing I feeling hard to let go…

It would be my friends which always chit chat and had fun at facebook

Which is a bunch of kids that 10 years younger than me

They never mind of my age  my naggy  they only will complain my emoness xD

回想起  我在现在的公司呆了四年多
而他们也占据了我四年的回忆
一开始  也不是每个都那么熟
或许因为我自卑吧 怕会有代沟
I had been here at this company for 4 years plus

And they are there in my days for 4 years

Ofcoz at the beginning part not everyone was close with me

Maybe because im low self-esteem im worry about generation gap

我会有机会跟大家都比较有交集
再演变成现在的小圈子
功劳非那间blackout bistro莫属了
因为它，才会有现在的我们<3
从当初的我（当时）的早餐话事人  跆拳道小妹和公主殿下
到外表冷酷的伊人和笑点极低的小美美
再到后来的自拍达铢和气质高贵的

Things changed with the existence of blackout bistro

Because of it, we have more intersection

Until we able to form a small gossip group  <3

From my ‘personal’ breakfast chef ms pekkuando & my dear princess

Then the looks cold ‘iraqis’ & the most easiest laff-ed little pretty

And lastly the camwhore-joo & the noble-jue

转眼间四年就这样过了
也是他们即将展翅高飞的时候了
希望他们都能飞得高高远远的
别像我  到现在仍然一事无成

In a blink of an eye, 4 years past

Its time for them to fly high

Wishing them a great future ahead

Don’t be like me, nothing

我知道你们都很关心我
我也很感谢你们对我的关心
感谢你们在我心情地落时给我欢乐
感谢你们在我感到孤单时给我陪伴
特别感谢一位小姑娘对我的甜言蜜语
还有另外一位小姑娘的鼓励
以及一位小姑娘陪我胡言乱语
更感谢你们这些日子以来的陪伴与欢笑

I know you guys care about me

And I do appreciate that, really

Thanks for cheer me up when im down

Thanks for being my side when I feel alone

Specially thanks for a girl who sweet talk with me

Specially thanks for a girl who encouraged me a lot

Specially thanks for a girl who willing to be nonsense with me

A big big thanks for joyful companions all these while

你们离开后  我想  我会很想很想很想你们
啊  没有你 (们) 怎么办

After you all graduated

I think im gonna miss you all like crazy

Ah! Hows life will be without u all 

你们，永远都是我生命中的一个亮点 <3

You all, will my a highlight in my life, forever <3

自找的心痛

该死的家伙
明知道不该
却还是犯了
痛死你算了


努力几天不去跟你联系
但是一"看见"你"痛"了
还是忍不住去问候一声
得到的却是一声"晚安"
我做错了吗?

到底是我避你还是你避我?